sleepless night... but relieved with good hope for Justine

It’s funny. Even after I put all my thoughts in writing, I still couldn’t sleep most of the night. Actually having some heartaches over the match. This morning after church I checked the websites again, and interesting one site actually published my piece as ‘perspective from a fan’. I am getting crazy on the thought of seeing this revenge, another prove point, showcase to see back the greatness of Justine. She was unbeatable in 2007 if you watch any of the games there on youtube. Sublime.

The more I think about it today, the more I relieve myself out of this loop. How can I actually get so involved in the feelings of someone I don’t know. And I don’t even resemble the character, the personality, the circumstances of Justine. It’s still like living in a dream and I so want and wish this would come true. But as it is the truth, the better player wins and that’s exactly what happened. So if she is good and will be damn good later, then time will come to show. And even, if even she won this last night, it would just be a fantasy and a controversy over edging over the opponent. If she has to come back, she should come back big and strong, without a doubt that she reigns again. And If I read her profile and history, her determination will surely come, it’s a matter of time. So take heart. It’s not something you prove just one time, but throughout time and time with consistency and great talent. Then you are invincible. No one comes back and takes it once, and then disappears again. If that happens, better not win at all. Like kim clisjters in this Australian open, just looked so stunned. And so if Justine already made a statement and that she will come back stronger by each tournament, then nobody can ever dismiss her again. Time will tell. Be patient. And I have no doubt. There may be risks, but there is no doubt.

And as much burden in my heart, I shall pray for her. There must be a reason I feel this burden and conviction to see that she is stepping the road of happiness again.